Saturday, June 18, 2011

Pariah.

I'm no better than Tyler.
I hate myself.
Yesterday was so nice.
Well, during the day part of it.
I'm sorry I still like you the way I do.
But there's nothing I can do about that.
I just wish..
Nevermind, there's no point in wishing about this since it's never going to come true.
I'm just gonna go spend the rest of the summer being depressed. BlogBooster-The most productive way for mobile blogging. BlogBooster is a multi-service blog editor for iPhone, Android, WebOs and your desktop

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Cult.

You treated him basically the same way you treated me.
I don't understand you.

How can you do that to somebody?
It really hurts, the way you treated him.
It's hard to hear, because it's like I'm talking to myself from a year ago.
It's been a year, and I'm trying my best to move on.
I've stopped blaming myself for everything and for writing bad things about you to myself.
I'm moving on and you're still acting the same.
I took what happened between us and I used it to try and better myself. I took what went wrong and I'm making sure it never happens again. I'm never going to be in a emotionally abusive relationship again.
I've learned while you have tried to repeat what happened with him and that's not alright.
He's a human being that doesn't deserve to be treated that way.
I could careless if you only did it to me, but you did the same things twice.

And for that, I will eternally hate you. BlogBooster-The most productive way for mobile blogging. BlogBooster is a multi-service blog editor for iPhone, Android, WebOs and your desktop