The only good thing to come out of what has happened in the last week or so is that i've learned to love myself.
I feel like i've completely wasted so many years of my life just constantly hating on myself.
I don't see why I did anymore, i'm awesome.
I love everything about myself, even my flaws.
Never really understood the meaning "The best revenge is bettering yourself." until just recently.
It makes complete sense.
All these really strange meanings that i've spent many months thinking about are finally starting to make sense to me now, and it's amazing.
I'm starting to love life now, and everything about it. I'm seeing the good in people more than I used to.
I wish everyone could see this way... I wish everyone would realize that they're awesome, and beautiful.
Too bad they don't.
Friday, August 26, 2011
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Saturday, August 6, 2011
If these walls could talk, they'd tell a horror story.
"Do you miss Austin or something?
if you're referring to posts i've been making here or tumblr, then i'm sorry to say you are mistaken as to whom i am referring, for it is not austin. we broke up over a year ago, so what is this? i mean, sure, he's a great guy and i wish him all the luck in the world and i'm sorry i hurt him like i did, but i don't let it burden me anymore. we've gone our totally separate ways. we haven't talked in months, i have him blocked on facebook, and i think it's working quite well for us both.
you don't have to be anonymous. "
Okay at this point I told myself, as much as I hate what happened it's nice to have some sort of closure to the craziest chapter of my life. (Although it turns out she didn't block me on facebook since she was on my facebook feed this morning on another friends status.)
and then there was this;
"I'd prefer it, thank you though. Um, why do you have him blocked, if you don't mind my asking?
because he was unnecessary drama.
if it were any of your business, don't you think you'd already know? i would have told you. i'm not going into any details publicly, especially if i don't know who you are. "
I would debate as to how I'm not unnecessary drama, but that would be very immature.
I'm just gonna call it even and say the most confusing chapter of my life is closed.
It's nice to have closure.
if you're referring to posts i've been making here or tumblr, then i'm sorry to say you are mistaken as to whom i am referring, for it is not austin. we broke up over a year ago, so what is this? i mean, sure, he's a great guy and i wish him all the luck in the world and i'm sorry i hurt him like i did, but i don't let it burden me anymore. we've gone our totally separate ways. we haven't talked in months, i have him blocked on facebook, and i think it's working quite well for us both.
you don't have to be anonymous. "
Okay at this point I told myself, as much as I hate what happened it's nice to have some sort of closure to the craziest chapter of my life. (Although it turns out she didn't block me on facebook since she was on my facebook feed this morning on another friends status.)
and then there was this;
"I'd prefer it, thank you though. Um, why do you have him blocked, if you don't mind my asking?
because he was unnecessary drama.
if it were any of your business, don't you think you'd already know? i would have told you. i'm not going into any details publicly, especially if i don't know who you are. "
I would debate as to how I'm not unnecessary drama, but that would be very immature.
I'm just gonna call it even and say the most confusing chapter of my life is closed.
It's nice to have closure.
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