It's been 3 years since I wrote in this. I wrote a post a couple months ago but reading back it fucking sucked. I feel sad right now. Ever since I started this anti-anxiety stuff I keep getting this weird feeling where I want to go back to how I used to feel and it's weird. For some reason a part of me just misses feeling sad and acting sad and having people care about me... even though, I have that right now. I have a big friend group that's supportive and they're great. I love them. Just, get that feeling a lot. I absolutely wouldn't be able to function without the stomach stuff that I take and the anxiety stuff but sometimes....
I'm happy a lot, and I can do more stuff. Sometimes I worry that it takes away the other emotions that you normally feel. I don't know. Just weird.
I'm also sad being alone, but that's for another day
