The other day while hanging out at my buddies band practice for the second time I asked one of my friends if I could sing for them and he said he'd think about it.
When I went home and thought about it I figured he'd just shrug It off and find somebody else which was okay with me because its happened many times befit but the strange thing was that he walked up to me this morning and told me if I wanted to sing for them I could audition on Wednesday.
I was really caught off guard that he actually really thought about it, and it made me happy.
I told him I would think about it. Which I did.
I spent the entire day asking a few of my closest friends if I should and they all said yeah but I was still scared to say I'll go for it because I'm afraid I won't be good enough for it.
I ended up saying yes after school today despite not being a hounded percent sure because I mean, what's the worse that could happen?
I would just get rejected for the billionth time which is okay.
And the best thing that could happen would be j actually got in which would be amazing because I'm friends with everyone in it and plus I know I'm a good fit because we spent the entire day together and I clashed with everyone well.
This post has made me feel better about this.
I'm sorta more confident.
If only it'd help my stomach calm down xD Dx
When I went home and thought about it I figured he'd just shrug It off and find somebody else which was okay with me because its happened many times befit but the strange thing was that he walked up to me this morning and told me if I wanted to sing for them I could audition on Wednesday.
I was really caught off guard that he actually really thought about it, and it made me happy.
I told him I would think about it. Which I did.
I spent the entire day asking a few of my closest friends if I should and they all said yeah but I was still scared to say I'll go for it because I'm afraid I won't be good enough for it.
I ended up saying yes after school today despite not being a hounded percent sure because I mean, what's the worse that could happen?
I would just get rejected for the billionth time which is okay.
And the best thing that could happen would be j actually got in which would be amazing because I'm friends with everyone in it and plus I know I'm a good fit because we spent the entire day together and I clashed with everyone well.
This post has made me feel better about this.
I'm sorta more confident.
If only it'd help my stomach calm down xD Dx
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