I Need To Say This.

It's been over a week since I've written here.
This song makes me miss you.
I shouldn't miss you.
Every time I tell people even some of the things that happened between us they basically say that I should hate you. One was even trying to get me to say awful things about you but I can't.
I can't hurt people like that.
I really don't know why I miss you. Like I've said, I shouldn't miss you.
But why do I?
Could it be I still have feelings for you? That even I'm not sure of. I'm not sure of many things anymore. I'm just trying to live my life now in days.
Seriously, why does this song make me miss you?
Sometimes I think of attempting to talk to you but I never do...







I have nothing left to say and every-time we do talk it just ends up ending abruptly and awkwardly.

Fuck I wish it was Wednesday instead. I don't really want to go to my Tuesday/Thursday classes today.
I'm just gonna end this.
I hope I start writing in this more.