Career suicide is not real suicide.

That was seriously the worst nightmare i've ever had. Never has a nightmare left me incapable of doing anything for hours. I woke up from it and then a few minutes later my mom walked into the house because she went to the store for something and I just jumped up, ran over to her and hugged her and start sobbing. I haven't been able to sleep because it's still kinda bugging me. I don't even know if I want to talk about it. I've only written exactly what happened in my journal. There's only one other person I know that I would tell what happened to and that's.. Well if you've read my blog up till this point you know exactly who that person is.