The voice of reason.

It seems that when i'm happy I actually have absolutely nothing to write here. I just feel obligated to write something at least.
Ever since I started taking that medicine my anxiety has gone down an amazing amount, and i've been with the girl that I liked all year (And for the first time in a long time a relationship of mine has lasted longer than 3 weeks, it's almost been two months now!)
So far, we're just spending as much time as we can together while waiting for the school year to start. I'm just so happy that after being so close last October and it not happening (not completely my fault, I blame a certain monster person for that.) that we finally got together basically right after school ended. I mean, we both saw it coming. Two weeks after my last relationship had ended I noticed that Anna and I began hanging out all day in school. Then we started hanging out after school, even though she used to just go right home. Then we started going for food together, and then doing whatever after school things there were just so we could spend even more time together. A few days after school had ended it just happened, and I was so excited, and i'm still excited. This is really special, she came in to my life again at the absolute perfect moment.
She even waited three weeks to see me. My anxiety had started to get really bad and I was waiting for my soon to be therapist at the time to come back from vacation so we could set something up and the day that he did and I had a bit of a meltdown and I told her I couldn't see her until he came back. And, she was okay with that. That to me showed that she is really something special. Thanks to a friend of mine, I started taking this over the counter medication for anxiety and it worked fast so I was able to see her a few days before he came back.
We make each other really happy, and that's all that really matters. This year was going really downhill for a while but for the last three-ish months it's been going uphill again. Hopefully, when winter time comes around this year it won't be so bad. Now that I have her and i'm seeing that therapist, I a feeling that winter won't be so bad this year.
Cuddling up with Anna under a nice warm blanket sounds awesome, and I can't wait for it.