Again and again and again.

Again and again I like someone and they leave.
I can't even describe how many times it's happen but it's happened again.
It really sucks this time because I haven't told anyone about it.
I told one person some of it but not even that much. It's brought me down all week so far.
Her and the other girl.
I'm probably just bringing myself down but I just really don't like this.
Guess I just have to be careful about who I start to like. Which basically means no one.
I'll just go back to the way things were after Paige left me.
Just alone, and alive.










I think I'm just going to leave both of them alone. It's probably for the best anyways. I don't have much of an impact on either of them anyways.
Maybe they'll be happy I'm not there.
I wish that today was Friday but had my thursday classes. That'd be so good right now.
I need to write a song about this all. Maybe it'll help.
And by help, i mean maybe it'll be good to spread this hate and anger in song form so no one gets angry.



I hate being this way it's just. Bleh.
I'm just really tired of liking someone and then they just leave. Just .. What the fuck.





I wish I had a best friend so I wouldn't need a fucking blog.
I only started this thing because I don't have a best friend.
To hell with everyone.