The Dark Of Eden III

I think my favorite thing about this whole "find my url" thing is the fact that I don't care anymore. I don't care who finds this, I don't even care if the two of you find this. I've already given up. You won. You won so long ago that i'm still in denial about it. Well that's not true i'm getting over it now. Lately things have sucked. Ever since that god damn day. This is all YOUR damn fault. AND RIGHT BACK TO IT. Blaming everyone but myself. Well, fuck you, it's your fault. Since I can't say these things to your face i'll say them here. You suck the life out of me when even your name is mentioned or I remember you for some odd reason. You're not even here and you make my life suck. You're just like someone else I know. Well, actually, again, that's not true. I've gotten over what happened with her and i've forgiven her and she has forgiven me. With you... The hell with this, i'm done writing this.