2 months ago I sucked in my fears, grew a pair and asked Paige out who obviously said yes C:
You should have seen me, I asked her as I was talking to my buddy Kyle and I was freaking out.
I was like, dude kyle she's gonna say no, I just know it :C
I said that a few times because I was freaking out thinking she would say no.
Then when she said yes I don't think I've ever had a bigger smile on my face than that very moment.
It was like -> :D but on steroids.
Major steroids.
Part of the reason I miss summer so much is that I used to send her cute little messages before I went to bed and I wouldn't get out of bed till she responded hahaha.
Silly, but it made me extremely happy and she loved it as well from what I could tell.
I miss that, but sooner or later it'll be back c:
In a way I am almost content with where my life is going.
Obviously there's just a few things I want to change.
Like,
Me to be more serious about school
(probably won't happen)
Me being less lazy
(again, most likely won't happen)
For me and Olivia to be able to speak to each other without it being super awkward
(Once again, probably won't happen. -shrug-)
For me to be healthy
( xDDDDDD not gonna happen)
Gah. Should sleep now.
I need the weekend now.
I want to possibly see Paige again and I need to borrow my moms laptop again so I can continue leaching screaming.

You should have seen me, I asked her as I was talking to my buddy Kyle and I was freaking out.
I was like, dude kyle she's gonna say no, I just know it :C
I said that a few times because I was freaking out thinking she would say no.
Then when she said yes I don't think I've ever had a bigger smile on my face than that very moment.
It was like -> :D but on steroids.
Major steroids.
Part of the reason I miss summer so much is that I used to send her cute little messages before I went to bed and I wouldn't get out of bed till she responded hahaha.
Silly, but it made me extremely happy and she loved it as well from what I could tell.
I miss that, but sooner or later it'll be back c:
In a way I am almost content with where my life is going.
Obviously there's just a few things I want to change.
Like,
Me to be more serious about school
(probably won't happen)
Me being less lazy
(again, most likely won't happen)
For me and Olivia to be able to speak to each other without it being super awkward
(Once again, probably won't happen. -shrug-)
For me to be healthy
( xDDDDDD not gonna happen)
Gah. Should sleep now.
I need the weekend now.
I want to possibly see Paige again and I need to borrow my moms laptop again so I can continue leaching screaming.

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