My Fear.

I'm afraid of myself.
I'm afraid that in the future if I ever have kids it'll go really wrong.
Like, they'll inherit all the wrong things about me.
They'll have the same emotional problems as me.
They'll all be really messed up emotion wise.
They'll be happy and smiley one second and then the other extremely down and sad the next.
If I ever have kids, I don't want them to have to live the way I do.
I don't want them to ever have to experience the same things I did.
I want them to be able to be happy and to STAY happy, all by themselves.
Fuck, i'm scared of everything.