A legend in his own mind, enthroned by lies.

I lost another friend. That's okay I guess. Cry about it and then move on. Didn't so my school work. That's okay. Get yelled at then move on. Don't want to hang out with anyone. That's okay. Ignore everyone and have them be mad at you. I do not like today. Today is a bad day. It's so hot and this fan is doing nothing to help lower the heat. I feel very sick. Why can't it be summer and sunny again. I can't handle this darkness anymore. This is the only time I ever hate being myself, and for that matter it's the only time I allow myself to hate myself. (Did that sentence even make sense?) Please stop all of this. Dear god I hate this so so much. I hate the darkness, please make it stop. Please please.