The Memories Cripple You.

Been doing really bad in school thanks to the shitty internet that we have around here. (Can't look things online, can't research stuff, can't email teachers. etc) Been really unhappy because my ex really wants me back whilst i'm struggling to get over feelings from someone else all of this happening while the amount of sun I get is affecting me as well. This is why I hate November and December so damn much. I can't take all this shit right now. Just like clock work, it's starting to get terrifying in my head.